things i thought when my thoughts thought without me is an ongoing, self-indulgent visual poetry anthology where i make sense of the angularity and noise.
        
                with love to my visible & invisble allies. everything you are is hope to me.
            
            
            lauren holden is a toronto-based creative who feels everything, and writes about it sometimes. her work explores mental health, social justice, and verbal/visual authorship. & feelings, always feelings.
            
            laurenholden.ca
            
             
            
            
                
to make sense:
                Kids Help Phone
                    
1-800-668-6868
                Ontario Mental Health Helpline
                    
1-866-531-2600
                Toronto Distress Centres 
                    
416-408-4357 or 408-HELP
                You belong here. 
If you are in crisis, call 911
        
                to feel known:
                
                Literally show me a healthy person, 
darcie wilder
                
Reasons to Stay Alive, Matt Haig
                
So Sad Today, Melissa Broder
                
The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath